Missing courage

Was told by a successful businessman that:

1) Walk to the edge of the top of the building
2) Look down and tell youself that I can jump down from here anytime
3) Affirm again that I can and willing to jump from here anytime
4) Talk a step backwards, turn and leave the top of the building
5) There is nothing to stop you anymore in the world since you have no fear over Death - the ultimate ending

Been hovering around the staircase landing at the top of my flat these few days, looking down.
Still unable to summon the courage to face Death.

Would have to seek other means to settle the upcoming financial woes...